3/27/10
I just walked to go throw out the garbage. I crossed an apartment with an open window & being the creepy voyeur that I apparently am, I looked in. There was a Happy Easter sign on the wall. Does anyone really care that much about Easter? Random.
3/28/10
The more I sleep, the more tired I seem to be. I've been sleeping alot lately. And in random segments, just how I like it.
3/29/10
I'm hurting alot. Physically. Emotionally, I'm void at the moment. I'm losing myself in dumb shit that in no way benefits.
3/30/10
Is this what the working world is really like? How fake & hypocritical. But I'll just sit here & wish harm comes your way.
3/31/10
Tomorrow! But iono, I halfway wish I could just stay home, or better, just go somewhere where really isolated so I can sleep, think. There's so much I could be doing right now: Working on programming final project, doing econ homework, writing a 10+ page paper for chin lit, starting this long as hell take home test for chin, & googling answers for phys hw. Fucking fuck.
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Saturday, November 15, 2008
to fill da void
Yea... Nothing comes to mind as a good blog entry.
So I took another survey to be unique *cough* kaylyn & rachel *cough*
23 Deep Questions
Take this survey
1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
I’d say telling sum1 how u feel because it makes me feel vulnerable
2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
ummm dis morning haha. @ mahself tho 4 not getting up earli 2 study.
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
wow….i have no idea. I can’t think of any1. Datz kinda depressin.
4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
b happy
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.
trust. Love can build off it.
6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time you’re fired. Do you save the dog?
I’d…..try. If mah boss is dat much of an asshole, o well. I’ll find sum other job.
7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
No I haven’t but I would 4 sexual favors! Haha jk, or am i?
8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
ahhh dis damn question! I’m kinda leanin towards no, but dat sounds SOOO bad.
9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
4 sho! I’m fuckin phantastik!
10. Does sex=love?
No
11. Are you old fashioned?
not realli
12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
argh! Um…..no? yes? I dunno! Y da fuck am I taking dis?!
13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
dat u dun luv dem bak
14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
vision, hearing
15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
motherfuck. Rather recent
16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
study harder, not procrastinate
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
…..i dun lyke mah initial answer
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
yea
19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
baby
20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
a few weeks ago, but it blew up in mah face
If You had three months to live:
21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
sum peepl, not jux gonna advertise it
22. What do you do with your remaining days?
travel
23. Would you be afraid?
deathly (haha irony)
Thanks Duong Trieu Vu!
So I took another survey to be unique *cough* kaylyn & rachel *cough*
23 Deep Questions
Take this survey
1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
I’d say telling sum1 how u feel because it makes me feel vulnerable
2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
ummm dis morning haha. @ mahself tho 4 not getting up earli 2 study.
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
wow….i have no idea. I can’t think of any1. Datz kinda depressin.
4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
b happy
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.
trust. Love can build off it.
6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time you’re fired. Do you save the dog?
I’d…..try. If mah boss is dat much of an asshole, o well. I’ll find sum other job.
7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
No I haven’t but I would 4 sexual favors! Haha jk, or am i?
8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
ahhh dis damn question! I’m kinda leanin towards no, but dat sounds SOOO bad.
9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
4 sho! I’m fuckin phantastik!
10. Does sex=love?
No
11. Are you old fashioned?
not realli
12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
argh! Um…..no? yes? I dunno! Y da fuck am I taking dis?!
13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
dat u dun luv dem bak
14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
vision, hearing
15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
motherfuck. Rather recent
16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
study harder, not procrastinate
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
…..i dun lyke mah initial answer
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
yea
19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
baby
20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
a few weeks ago, but it blew up in mah face
If You had three months to live:
21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
sum peepl, not jux gonna advertise it
22. What do you do with your remaining days?
travel
23. Would you be afraid?
deathly (haha irony)
Thanks Duong Trieu Vu!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
swag = gold
So today LSU hosted a Career Expo for the students & alumni. I was afraid I was underdressed since it was suggested to dress business casual & I was just...casual. VERY casual. Luckily I wasn't the only one not dressed the part. They didn't seem to take me so seriously, though. In spite, I just grabbed a bunch of stuff of their tables. Not even sure what it was or the company promoting it, whatever I saw I pretty much took. It was fun. I filled up a whole totebag of promotional crap.
Me: "Can I have one of those?"
Random representative: "Haha your bag seems to be filled up."
Me:"My pockets still have some space."
-snatches & walks away-
They had some really cool stuff. Pens, highlighters, printer paper, notepads, quadrilles, flighlights, frisbees, A FUCKING MP3 SPEAKER SET. Amazing. I wished I took more than one. Damn. It was like Xmas morning for me. If only I took more! A few asians I saw brought their booksacks to fill it up. Smart move.
The expo was pretty cool & beneficial for what careers are in the real world. Oh yeah! L'auberge was supposed to have a station set up but cancelled. Whew! Now that would have been awkward. I didn't talk to any of the reps. Didn't even really see what companies were there. Noticed Microsoft though. The companies are mainly looking for seniors graduating college & entering the workforce anyways. I'll give it another go next year. Note to self: empty booksack.
Me: "Can I have one of those?"
Random representative: "Haha your bag seems to be filled up."
Me:"My pockets still have some space."
-snatches & walks away-
They had some really cool stuff. Pens, highlighters, printer paper, notepads, quadrilles, flighlights, frisbees, A FUCKING MP3 SPEAKER SET. Amazing. I wished I took more than one. Damn. It was like Xmas morning for me. If only I took more! A few asians I saw brought their booksacks to fill it up. Smart move.
The expo was pretty cool & beneficial for what careers are in the real world. Oh yeah! L'auberge was supposed to have a station set up but cancelled. Whew! Now that would have been awkward. I didn't talk to any of the reps. Didn't even really see what companies were there. Noticed Microsoft though. The companies are mainly looking for seniors graduating college & entering the workforce anyways. I'll give it another go next year. Note to self: empty booksack.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
productive is nice, yet procrastinate is just sooo much more enticing
So many things to do before college is in session. Most of them should have been done already. Damn. I just finished this mandatory alcohol education course online. Passing it was required of at least 80%. I got 80%. Whew, close. Has some interesting information about drugs, alcohol, stress, & such issues dealt with in everyday life. Oh yeah, sexual health. ;}.
I'm exercising now. Go figure. & eating salads. New Harrison? Scary.
So I got my TOPS stipend back. Total: $18.30. Hmmm... I'M PISSED AS FUCK! Supposed to be $800. Just how many fees are there? *sigh* That's the government for you.
Getting lost? Sure thing.
I'm exercising now. Go figure. & eating salads. New Harrison? Scary.
So I got my TOPS stipend back. Total: $18.30. Hmmm... I'M PISSED AS FUCK! Supposed to be $800. Just how many fees are there? *sigh* That's the government for you.
Getting lost? Sure thing.
Sunday, July 6, 2008
I love….
• Late night infomercials
• Free food
• Calculators
• Barnes & Noble
• Casinos
• rain
• Video games, not that I even play them anymore
• Movies that make me think, laugh, cry
• Childhood cartoons
• Cities
• Photography
• Driving
• Upbeat music
• Astronomy (don’t say it)
• The first day of school
• The last day of school
• Waking up with no agenda
• Showers in the afternoon
• Taking in the “sights”
• Inside jokes
• Watches
• Apple computers
• the cool side of the pillow
• Texting
• “going to Dallas”
• A good mystery
• Mosaics
• Midnight trips to Walmart
• Snow (though I’ve yet to see any here)
• Flying in airplanes
• wikipedia
• Dramas
• The smell of coffee
• The Titanic
• Malls
• Oscar & Vienna
• Catfights
• Happy endings
• Mp3 players
• Daydreaming (the only ones I can remember!)
• Mail with my name hand-written
• The Asian mindset
• Presents!
• Spider Solitaire
• Ebonics
• Racial slurs (asian ones, however, are just tasteless)
• Tbc…
• Free food
• Calculators
• Barnes & Noble
• Casinos
• rain
• Video games, not that I even play them anymore
• Movies that make me think, laugh, cry
• Childhood cartoons
• Cities
• Photography
• Driving
• Upbeat music
• Astronomy (don’t say it)
• The first day of school
• The last day of school
• Waking up with no agenda
• Showers in the afternoon
• Taking in the “sights”
• Inside jokes
• Watches
• Apple computers
• the cool side of the pillow
• Texting
• “going to Dallas”
• A good mystery
• Mosaics
• Midnight trips to Walmart
• Snow (though I’ve yet to see any here)
• Flying in airplanes
• wikipedia
• Dramas
• The smell of coffee
• The Titanic
• Malls
• Oscar & Vienna
• Catfights
• Happy endings
• Mp3 players
• Daydreaming (the only ones I can remember!)
• Mail with my name hand-written
• The Asian mindset
• Presents!
• Spider Solitaire
• Ebonics
• Racial slurs (asian ones, however, are just tasteless)
• Tbc…
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
I AM
I WANT (within my means)
I FEEL (enough to be emo)
I SING (obsessively)
I URGE (for my way)
I NEED (more than I can get)
I HATE (người mê)
I ENVY (you)
I REGRET (too much in one lifetime)
I CRY (even when tears go dry)
I THINK (therefore I am)
I YELL (to be heard)
I MAKE (a mess)
I PUMP (IT UP!)
I DESIRE (more)
I DEMAND (equality, on my part at least)
I WORK (for monies)
I LIE (with Jiminy's back turned)
I WATCH (lots & lots of TV)
I ASK (dae?)
I SLACK (to my detest)
I KEEP (secrets I shouldn't have)
I CHANCE (on losing to brace myself)
I LUST (privately)
I IGNORE (though ignorance is stupid)
I BREATHE (the polluted air)
I FORGET (what's most important)
I LOVE (with all my heart)
I KNOW (I'm only mortal)
I FORGIVE (but not easily)
I DESPISE (physics)
I BRAG (but it's bravado)
I HURT (just like everyone else)
I PROCRASTINATE (so it'll never end)
I CAN (so why don't I?)
I CAN'T (fly; damn Air Korea!)
I HIDE (how I really feel)
I PROMISE (because you put your trust in me)
I LOOK (and sometimes touch hehe)
I SNORE (when I'm wide awake)
I LEARN (something new everyday)
I SCARE (in months other than October)
I DANCE (badly)
I AVOID (the treadmill)
I WAIT (very impatiently)
I EAT (in AP LUNCH!)
I STUDY (π)
I BUY (impulsively)
I DRIVE (like a typical Asian)
I STEAL (okra)
I FIGHT (to prove I'm not weak)
I GIVE (more than I ever receive)
I TAKE (what's rightfully mine)
I CONFRONT (headon with determination)
I SLEEP (in hope's tomorrow's a better day)
I FLIRT (not to all the wrong people)
I BITE (more than I can chew)
I IMAGINE (what is put into action)
I TOUCH (everything I see; some sniff)
I ARGUE (because I'm never wrong)
I INSIST (so just live with it)
I ASPIRE (to be happy)
I CHEAT (with TI. TI = GOLD)
I GO (somewhere I've never been before)
I DIE (more and more everyday)
I BITCH (to anyone who listens)
I PAY (the piper)
I DEFINE (who I am)
I JUDGE (and vice versa)
I DRAW (stick people)
I WALK (one step at a time)
I WAKE (with one eye open)
I SCREAM (to inanimate objects)
I PRAY (when things get really tough)
I SPEAK (assertively, I'm told)
I PLAY (sometimes by myself)
I THANK (you for reading this randomness)
I READ (closed captioning)
I DREAM (by day and night)
I ACT (a fool)
I VENT (so I don't explode in the wrong situations)
I WISH (upon stars, clocks, candles, coins)
I DO
I FEEL (enough to be emo)
I SING (obsessively)
I URGE (for my way)
I NEED (more than I can get)
I HATE (người mê)
I ENVY (you)
I REGRET (too much in one lifetime)
I CRY (even when tears go dry)
I THINK (therefore I am)
I YELL (to be heard)
I MAKE (a mess)
I PUMP (IT UP!)
I DESIRE (more)
I DEMAND (equality, on my part at least)
I WORK (for monies)
I LIE (with Jiminy's back turned)
I WATCH (lots & lots of TV)
I ASK (dae?)
I SLACK (to my detest)
I KEEP (secrets I shouldn't have)
I CHANCE (on losing to brace myself)
I LUST (privately)
I IGNORE (though ignorance is stupid)
I BREATHE (the polluted air)
I FORGET (what's most important)
I LOVE (with all my heart)
I KNOW (I'm only mortal)
I FORGIVE (but not easily)
I DESPISE (physics)
I BRAG (but it's bravado)
I HURT (just like everyone else)
I PROCRASTINATE (so it'll never end)
I CAN (so why don't I?)
I CAN'T (fly; damn Air Korea!)
I HIDE (how I really feel)
I PROMISE (because you put your trust in me)
I LOOK (and sometimes touch hehe)
I SNORE (when I'm wide awake)
I LEARN (something new everyday)
I SCARE (in months other than October)
I DANCE (badly)
I AVOID (the treadmill)
I WAIT (very impatiently)
I EAT (in AP LUNCH!)
I STUDY (π)
I BUY (impulsively)
I DRIVE (like a typical Asian)
I STEAL (okra)
I FIGHT (to prove I'm not weak)
I GIVE (more than I ever receive)
I TAKE (what's rightfully mine)
I CONFRONT (headon with determination)
I SLEEP (in hope's tomorrow's a better day)
I FLIRT (not to all the wrong people)
I BITE (more than I can chew)
I IMAGINE (what is put into action)
I TOUCH (everything I see; some sniff)
I ARGUE (because I'm never wrong)
I INSIST (so just live with it)
I ASPIRE (to be happy)
I CHEAT (with TI. TI = GOLD)
I GO (somewhere I've never been before)
I DIE (more and more everyday)
I BITCH (to anyone who listens)
I PAY (the piper)
I DEFINE (who I am)
I JUDGE (and vice versa)
I DRAW (stick people)
I WALK (one step at a time)
I WAKE (with one eye open)
I SCREAM (to inanimate objects)
I PRAY (when things get really tough)
I SPEAK (assertively, I'm told)
I PLAY (sometimes by myself)
I THANK (you for reading this randomness)
I READ (closed captioning)
I DREAM (by day and night)
I ACT (a fool)
I VENT (so I don't explode in the wrong situations)
I WISH (upon stars, clocks, candles, coins)
I DO
Saturday, February 9, 2008
me? no...dun b ignorant...
OK OK I'll play your little game Kaylyn.. Pay it forward much?
"Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("You're It") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers!"
#1. The unknown both fears and excites me.
#2. I would give anything for another chance at life. I regret so much. Do I learn from it? No.
#3. I can't sleep wearing socks. It's not right. It's like torture. Right up there with flogging and watching Seinfeld.
#4. My gift of song is most beautiful when no one is around to hear. Sad, really..
#5. Music should be a language. It just emotes so much better. Escape from reality... What would I do without music? It's my muse... at least one of them...
#6. I daydream all day, everyday.... I suppose it's to make up for not having imaginative dreams, or dreams at all..
#7. Trust me, it's just bravado...I feel, too...
#8. Is it that weird I'm allergic to peanuts? No I don't swell up and explode, but trust me, I am. And no I wouldn't like it if I could eat it!!!
#9. I like to stand out from the rest, but I try even harder to just fit in....
#10. Are the best things in life free? Let's hope not..I want to earn it..I want to deserve it..
Who shall I tag? Well if you're reading this, go ahead. Do it.
"Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("You're It") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers!"
#1. The unknown both fears and excites me.
#2. I would give anything for another chance at life. I regret so much. Do I learn from it? No.
#3. I can't sleep wearing socks. It's not right. It's like torture. Right up there with flogging and watching Seinfeld.
#4. My gift of song is most beautiful when no one is around to hear. Sad, really..
#5. Music should be a language. It just emotes so much better. Escape from reality... What would I do without music? It's my muse... at least one of them...
#6. I daydream all day, everyday.... I suppose it's to make up for not having imaginative dreams, or dreams at all..
#7. Trust me, it's just bravado...I feel, too...
#8. Is it that weird I'm allergic to peanuts? No I don't swell up and explode, but trust me, I am. And no I wouldn't like it if I could eat it!!!
#9. I like to stand out from the rest, but I try even harder to just fit in....
#10. Are the best things in life free? Let's hope not..I want to earn it..I want to deserve it..
Who shall I tag? Well if you're reading this, go ahead. Do it.
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