I want to cry. Really. The tears aren't responding...
I fail in school. I fail in love. I fail in life. 18 years of preparation for shit.
What happened to that spark that kept me going? It's gone...gone! What can I do? Drugs? Will that make me whole again?
I don't know why I'm becoming the person I am. I don't like him.
Is it too late to change? Is recovery an option? Where's that rewind button?
I'm scared. The future looks bleak.
