hi

Hi? Wow, original. I really don't have anything particular or interesting to say, but I figure if I keep writing, something will come to me.
....writer's block...

Here at Coffee Bean, it's rather dead. But that's okay, too many people annoy me.

Ahhh internet, sweet sweet internet. How I've missed you so. I always check 4 things everytime: Facebook, Capital One, LSU, & Blogger. Oh, & I turn on Megaupload to download....documentaries. Yeah, that sounds plausible.

I feel unaccomplished being here. I want to go -home.- Hm. In only a few months, a new strange city has already been adopted as my domicile. Though being here spending time with friends who I hardly get to see during school is much valued, I feel...unfitting here. Everyone is going on with their seperate lives, & I am merely trying to cling on, hoping for a moment of attention. I hate that.

I want "để tìm bản thân mình."

...it's lonely here.

ain't mah problem

I'm pissed. & when I am, there's no leeway in changing my opinion. Go ahead, fuck up your life. And? I care why?

Okay. Get mad. Sure, you got a rise out of me, but knowing that I did as well is delightful.

When it all comes down to it, you ain't blood. Never will be. So I don't give a fuck.

done.

Whew. Time to exhale. Hello sleep.

winter wonderland?

I'm having difficulty typing this. My fingers are numb, & move..chunkily. Must be frozen, really. I woke up early to get some more studying done at the library. I walk out the door, & what do I see but a rather thick layer of white on...everything. It registers. "Oh my god! It's snow!"

A car literally skidded 3 lanes over to mine & almost hit me. Not fun.

At least everyone around me is marveling like buffoons as well. I should be studying. My final is in less than half an hour.

I wish someone, anyone, was here to share this with me now. Two guys in the quad were having a snowball fight. I want to throw a snowball at someone!

The guy on the computer across from me has specks of snow in his hair. I guess he doesn't feel it yet. *reaches up to head* Oh. I can relate.

Thursday, 7:07 am. December 11th, 2008. Louisiana. Baton Rouge. LSU. Snow. It's so weird writing that word!

I'm going to be sad to see it go. See you in...18 more years? Let this moment last just until you're by my side.

.....I just can't stop smiling.....

anh joseph cao is my obama

"1st Vietnamese-American elected to US Congress."

That makes me really happy.

Once in Kinder, a guy walked up & merely asked me "North or South?" The nerve.

tick tock

3:14..yay pi time. I'm a math major, I can say that without teasing.

My eyes have difficulty staying open, yet I'm not feeling so tired.

I'm watching old music videos on youtube that I haven't seen since my childhood. Damn you, Kaylyn.

Turns out I'll be heading down to LC much sooner than planned. Longer, too.

I feel like shit. So sick (of love songs). I keep coughing every 30 seconds. Blood'll come out sooner or later. After downing a whole bottle of Vicks 44, I'm still sick. Wonderful. [I THINK I'M GETTING EVERYONE AROUND ME SICK. SORRY GUYS, BUT THE BEST WAY TO GET OVER IT IS TO PASS IT ON.]

Yeah, okay, finals are coming up. I haven't really studied yet. I need to. CC's coffee? Yucky. Highland Coffee? Eww. Charlie's Coffee? YUM.

Yeah okay, this is starting to sound alot like your newest blog entry, Rachel. This "freshman experience?" I don't think I've experienced the full effect, & that saddens me. I do think that this college experience has hit me though. In random moments. Crashing in the union between classes, waking up on the floor of a friend's apartment after a rowdy night, skipping...just for the hell of it. Okay well that one happened in high school too. I'm rather happy with this BR life though. Though I miss my friends terribly, I like it here. I like the atmosphere. Though any place other than LC, I'd be happy haha.

bleh

you, the hypocrite

You see someone taking their damn sweet time passing the crosswalk. Fury boils while you sit in your car, contemplating if you could get away with running them over. "Don't give me that smirk! You could be a fly on the windshield by now."

But now it's your turn. Park the car. Get out, & walk to class. Now YOU walk across the street, & this bastard in his used, American car gives you an ugly glare. "Please, like YOU'RE so important, a few seconds will kill ya.

Weren't you just that person in the car, evil-eyeing the pedestrian? Shaaaame.

...

These "implicit social norms." It's not common procedure to talk, or even make eye contact with the guy peeing next to you. But who told when you were growing up "Hey, when you use the urinal, DON'T TALK TO THE GUY NEXT TO YOU. IT'S WEIRD."


Social psychology seems interesting. Take the course? Nahh.

call it in the air

Let's flip a coin. Heads: I leave things the way they are. Tails: Complete do-over. Aw shit, it's a two-headed coin.

Weed out the unnecessary, the rubbish. What's more trouble than it's worth, to hell with it. WILL it get better in time? ....damn crutch term. You mean so much in 3 monosyllabic words.

I do love this weather. The cold. A breeze, perfection. Sure enough, we'll have another hot flash by January.

Thanksgiving at my back, Christmas at my feet. Time needs to stop. I need a breather. Just time to...sleep. Sleep, wake, eat, slack, & sleep once again. Rich people have the life.

Finals, finals, finals. Fuck, fuck, fuck. J'ai besoin etudier. 现在. Ngu.